Funny that on the night before this fathermucking hard physician exam, which I have failed once, all my thoughts were about where I have done wrong in relationships in the past. The many mountains I have moved over the past years for this girl.

Either I am going to make it this time. Or ….well I hope I am going to make it.

I will make it.

Go sleep now, brain. You got a battle to win.

Arrivederci.